(This may not make sense, I’m seriously just going to ramble and write what’s on my mind. Hopefully it makes sense.)
So God is really really doing some work in my life, and I’m all for it! As a matter of fact, I’m lovin it! I’ve grown so much this past year, honestly I’ve grown so much these past couple of weeks. We’re here to serve. Let’s do work son!!
I’ve got some stuff on the ole mind, and I’m going to TRY and put them in to words so bear with me, we’ll see how it comes out.
First off, in the last 20 or so years of my life I have hardly picked up my Bible, much less, actually read it, but thats changing, on the real. This year I’ve been trying to read it everyday and record what I’ve learned in my journal. Let me tell you, it’s one of the best decisions I’ve ever made in my life. I learn something new every time I dive in to the Word. It’s leading me so much closer to God. My heart has grown, Im worried its going to pop out of my chest sometimes, God is filling it with love, with His love! It’s incredibly gnarly! Of course I still fall short, Im still a sinner just like you, but this is what I’ve come to realize. Jesus lifts me up every single time. HE NEVER FAILS! Is that not the best feeling in the world?!?! It’s in these times, when life is pouring down on me that I have a chance to really grow, because it’s in these times that God raps me up and holds me so tight. In these times He whispers in my ear to reassure me how much he loves me, that he’s always with me, that he is bigger than the world, that He is in control. It’s truly amazing. I wanna throw out a challenge to anyone and everyone who reads this: pick up your Bible, pick up a journal, and just read. I swear to you, you will learn. You WILL grow closer to God. I promise friends, I promise. Don’t procrastinate any longer.
Bob Marley said it greatly “Don’t worry about a thing, every little thing is gunna be alright.” He’s right. Jesus said himself in John 16:33 “… In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” He’s saying we don’t have to worry! If God takes care of the birds and other wild animals, then surely He will look after us, He told us that in his word. After all, we were created in His won image. God is here and He’s bigger than we can imagine. In the world, we’ll be disappointed, In God, we can never be disappointed.
Love. One of my favorite quotes ever is “God is love, and love is real.” I just love it! It’s so true. There needs to be more love in this world. Straight up. Jesus said in John 13:34 “A new command I give you, love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.” I don’t know about yall, but this moves me. It’s the most simple concept. Let’s show the world God’s love. Let’s love one another. Whatch say? Good idea?
Selfishness and what not: This is a biggy and keeps gettin worse. In the world today have you noticed that everyone is concerned with their own personal “status”? I know I’m guilty. This is something that we all get caught up in. The world tells us that we have to do this to be cool, that we have to act like this, talk like this, wear this… etc. I wrote about this in my last blog a bit, but it’s still on my mind. A lot of peeps now a day want to “fit in” and wanna be “cool” or this or that, so that they can hang with a certain crowd. Heck I do. This is popular among christians too, sometimes we act like we love Jesus, but when peeps aren’t around… ha! we sure don’t show it. Guilty. I think we get stuck asking ourselves “Who am I?” and we think of someone we may “want” to be. Some peeps try forever to be that someone. Wouldn’t be rad if we put Jesus Christ as our role model, Jesus Christ as who we’re trying to be? After all, He was here so that we may follow Him. If we christians could live our lives trying to be as truly Christ-like as possible, the world would be a much greater place. Forget trying to be cool, because guess what, IT DOESN”T MATTER WHAT PEEPS THINK! it matter’s what God thinks. We aren’t going to be on earth for long, why try and make it our home? We can stand up and help each-other reach this goal. Yes, some of us will have to change our lives forever to get there, but that’s ok. Need an accountability partner? I’m right here, and so are many others.
Latly, let the past go. For a long time, I was stuck living in the past, recently too. Depressing, thinking of past failures and all. Psh! The past is the past. It’s over. Done. Can’t be changed. I am a completely different person today than I was one year ago, and I’m a completely different person today than I was a few weeks ago. What can wash our sins away?? Nothing but the blood of Jesus! He can do it, just ask! We mess up, we are far from perfect, don’t let that drag you down, learn from it. You can be forgiven completely, just ask. Forgive don’t judge.
Don’t give up on people either. I know people that once the see so and so do this or that, its over, they judge them and won’t give them another chance, they give up on them. Forgive them, they need to be shown love and mercy, not hate and indecency. No one is perfect! Forgive, don’t judge! who are we to judge?
Let our actions define who we are. Let God take us from where we are to where He wants us to be. Let’s be a light for Him. Let’s show His love to all! Jesus has called us, let’s pick up our crosses, follow him, and fight!
I love you all!
JTum